It's been 2 years we were together.
I love him so much.
And he said he love me too.
We always talk about our future like we have a clue.
I always wanna tell him this but i never say it to him..
"if one day your heart change and you don't love me anymore, don't be afraid to tell me, i promise i won't hate or get angry with you, cause i know that if your heart change it is not your fault, it is normal for people to change without they expect it, the feeling is just came naturally, i would try my best to understand you my dear love"
He always ask me this questions, "why did you love me"??
The true is i love you with no reason, it's just a natural feeling live in my heart but he just never understand it. you don't need to dress smart or do anything else cause no matter what you are, i guess my heart will never change and it will be you always inside my heart.
All i want from you is your attention, your love, be loyal to me, respect and understand me. Not your money or else.
Sometimes i have this bad feeling about us, i think that we are not belong together because there are many things that you don't like about me. Even if you never say it to me but i can sense it.
And if you wanna know i love everything about you and i don't know why cause it is a natural feeling.
Every night when i miss you i cry a lot..only when i finish crying i can sleep.
I never tell you whenever i feel so down, sad, have problem. It is because i don't want you to have more problem and trouble in your mind by just thinking about me.
If you happy then i will be happy for you to..i just wanna see you live happily so that what ever happen i won't regret if you can live happily even if it is without me <3